Such a good break-up album. It has entered my life at the perfect time.
I'm handling things I haven't handled in years... or never. It's all very strange to me, but it's not all bad. I feel like I have so much to learn, I'm so fucking behind.
I'm growing up so fast in such little time and I'm getting long oddly-shaped stretch marks.
My growth's been stunted, but it's all coming all at once RIGHT NOW and I'm getting taller and taller and taller.
I want to keep growing. I want to reach tree tops, I don't want it to stop.
I can't be bound anymore.
I need to put off my tattoo for now. I'm not quite ready to get what I want. If I get it now, it won't mean what I want it to mean. And that's very important to me.
I'm figuring out things about me that I've ignored for so long. Not many people know yet. But they will eventually. But first I need to figure out what the hell is going on. I don't necessarily want to define myself, it's impossible. Everyone wants to view things in black and white but that's fucking impossible. Life is a big, long, colorful spectrum. Sexuality, gender, human emotion, it's all a spectrum.
And I'm so fucking small and drunk as hell and I understand so much, and believe me, it's more than I ever wanted to.
